I don't have it in me to write much today. Well, as you know, that is a lie, I almost always have something to say and I can almost always write it out. The thing is, well, it's this . . . what I have to say is specific, not public. And this specific stuff if something that the intended audience may or may not want to hear. I can't even be sure of that much! I don't even know what I am rambling about right now.
pregret: the feeling of regretting something you're about to do anyway.